Dark Side
Above you all I loom ready to consume the room
Can you feel your doom bloom like an open wound
Gnashing my teeth, sharp as a reef, a bladed leaf
A contrast in relief, I'm a murderous seething thief
Intent upon your downfall, last call to you all
You're a dwarf, and I'm ten feet tall y'all, so up against the wall
"How'd you get so mean?" You're a teen, so you can't have seen the shit I've seen
I've been suicidal since a wee thirteen, spent my days low key and unseen
So I got jaded and my smile faded as my feelings abated
In violence I waded, constipated rage and was never satiated
It's now a blur how just a bird would my wrath incur
My rage spurred by every jibe and burr indured
I'm an explosion, a steady erosion against contained emotion
Like lava pouring into an ocean, I'm in constant motion, then disappearing like exposed emulsion
It comes and goes in waves for minutes or days no telling how long it stays
I can no longer feel the suns rays on my face as my mind darkly strays
Already I lament for my opening comment and the message it sent
I want to offer my mind for rent, but it's bent and I don't know where my friends went
So once again I'm alone to atone for the chances I've blown
The destructive seeds I've sewn condone me to loose all that I've known.